Saturday, March 5, 2011

Release StreSS ~


Assalamualaikum~...
this entry is not about all but its all about me !!..
dlm entry nih ak nk luahkn sume ape yg ak rase pasal Ex GF ak...
da x tahan da ak tanggung burden nih sume tertekan gile wohh...
at first ak rase boleh get through life ak mcm base...
tp its all never gets better !!...
sampai bile kn ak nk hold n make this bigger....
x kisah laaa org nk ckp ak aibkn sesape or apepon !!
at least ak brave enough to show this to my World " kt blog ak je pon heee ~" ...

First of all ak nk ckp thanx kt sume member ak yg bg support, advise and all motivasi things...
but ak nih degil x denga ckp !! suro lupekn ssh !! asik teringat jeee !!bengong gile ak nih !!...
antara advise diorg tuu mmg wt ak terfikir bodoh gilee laaa ak nih kene tipuuu pn x seda2 lagi...
antara advise n moral support yg slalu laaa berdesing kt telinge nih :

  • If dier ckp dier sygg n love ko x kn laaaa sekejap jee dier lupekn ko n da ade boyfriend baru !!!
  • Dier sume laki dier layan " n ak sgt bongok percaye dier peramah damn !!"
  • Kalau dier da wt ko mcm tuuu mmg dier x ckup bgus utk ko !! "tol gak tuu"
  • mungkin ko yg bermasalah... "its doesn't mean dier kene cari lain"... n ak seda ak nih gemok n x perfect mcm org lain....
  • Ko nih kapel cpt sgt.... kene r tau perangai dier mcm mne... "hurm ak pn x caye leh jd mcm nih"
  • Kenape ko nk igt kt dier, dier da ade org len da pon..." haih btul gak tuu"
  • Remove jee ape yg leh wt ko igt kt dier "da buatt !!"...
  • u deserve someone better..."nih pn best gak leh x dpt IU hee~"
  • bknnye cantik sgt pn dier tuuu !! " ok ak pn x paham da ak suke haih~"....
  • dier da bosan ngan ko cari laaa yg baru... "pedas tol ayat nih tp btul r tuu tuka angin"....
  • hukum karma what she do she gets back.. " bile laa timenyee tu ea x saba btol nk ckp padan muke !!"
dlm2 sume advise diorg tuuu ak sgt terfikir !!...
buat ape ak nk tergile2 kt prempuan yg wt ak mcm nih...
bongoknyeee ak nih...


n yg paling ak tersentap the most when kwn ak terserempak diorg holding hands smbil tersengih2 kt Kuantan...
Wut the hell !!!! dier masuk air ke sengal ke terencat akal ke or whatt !!!I_#@#!@
ak tgh sedey bru lpas klash dier bleh pulak bergembira dgn boyfriend baruu...
n x pyah laaaa ak nk denga quote " if u love me ~ you always want me to be happy !!"...
n my mouth jawing !! HUH !!...
ko bergembira best2 seronok ak pulak tgh bersedih wt the fish !!
ko igt laaa ape yg ko buat tuuu salah !!...
ak x kn maafkn ape yg ko da buat kt aku !!...
kenape skejap sgt ??...
would't be better kalau ko respect ak n hold dluuu...
nmpk sgtt laaa perangai ko macam mane !!!
this month going hell to me !!...
aku normal !!!
tapi tiap kali ak alone u don't know how much suffering that i've gone THROUGH !!!!
ko tgh bergembira ak tgh sedih ko x faham ke its totally UNFAIR !!...
n ade laa quote baru "ko yg bermasalah ko yg x leh lupekn ak ak ok jee "....
gile r klau ko ckp ak x de perasaan kt ko lagi....
ko tuu yg berubah cpt sgtt smpai tahap x masuk akal!!!
ak percaye jeee sume ckp ko n kenangan kite sume mcm real n betul2 meyakinkn !!!...
tp ade benda yg ak terlepas pandang n ak x amek tau yg buat sume nih jadi....
sumenye sbb TRUST !!...
sbb ak sng percaye sgt...
damn !!! how i can easily believe her !!....


n satu lagi nk tambah!!
utk elakkn sume nih happen kt org lain ak nk share tips sikit laaa experience ak ngan ex gf yg perangai mcm !O@^#$@ nih..
at first ak x perasan n ambik remeh...
tapi sume nih ak baru prasan owt lpas da break "byk sgt pkir"...

  • When she always talk about other guy when u are in date !!! "bkn sorg jee ramai !!"...
  • slalu dpt hadiah dr laki lain.... "good work from that guy"
  • bile ajak jmpe ade jeee alasan... "skrg leh tiap2 mggu jmpe bf baru siap holding hands lg"...
  • Slalu je msj dgn laki lain slain dari ko !! beware of this "suke melayan"!!
  • ko kene tgk skeliling kadang2 ade psiko "jiran sndri" yg take advantage bile korg gado....
  • jangan caye sgt dgn gf korg sbb mungkin dier ade plan B bile break nnti....
  • mungkin ko x perfect n if dier terpaksa terima ko !!!! faham r dier nk take advantage je dr ko...
  • mgkin dier nk kt ko utk bg dier nmpk hebat dpn kwn2 dier !!....
  • dier akan gelarkn ko dgn bende2 yg memalukn mcm gemok ! gajah ! n Baby !...
  • jangan percaye ade gurl yg peramah !! peramah bkn mcm play girl OK !!....
  • mungkin dier cantik n ramai org minat kne lagi cautious !!...

ak bknnye pembenci perempuan tp ade certain je prempuan mcm nih yg kte kne take precaution utk elakkn kite heart break nnti...
jangan jadi mcm ak !! kabur dgn love2 sume cayee jeee...
at last kne dump n terkontang kanting !!!...
yeah its been a month but i still can't forget
HELP ME !!....
I wan't to be NORMAL again....

this is just an entry that does not involve person who are still alive or dead...
take only pengajaran n leave the negative side there....
moral of the entry: don't be like me because i don't like it to be happen to u !!!



Cooling my burning heart when looking at UI pic heee ~....


30 comments:

  1. wooooooo!!!!! dont make same mistake for next time. maybe she is not for u but u are mine!!!
    hahahahahahahahahahhaahha

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  2. wt the gay u talkin about huh !! hahhaaaaa

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  3. ai rase you taley salakan dy je.mybe dy ade sbb lain..0r maybe dy rase dy taley nk go on.sbb kite xtaw xpe yg org tuh rase xcept dri dy sendri..
    n one more thing ai nk gtau u,sesakit ati mane pon u kat dy..jgnla smpi nk aibkan org dy..x baik u..

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  4. firstly ade ak ckp name dier ?? x de kan ??... ko pkir ak wt entry nih utk dier kee ?? suke at dier r nk wt ape pon skrg !!! ak x de kene mengene dgn dier daa !!! ape yg dier da wt kt ak lagi aib n lagi terok !!! .... suke2 hati jee men2 tipu laki mcm tuuu !!...tau ke ape yg ak rase slame nih ??... ak wt nih utk diri ak sendiri at least bile ak bace ak tahu yg ak msti lupekn prempuan nih sbb dier da wt aku mcm tempat mainan dier jeee.... at the same time ak x nk prempuan mcm nih wt kt laki lain mcm yg ak kene !!.... lagipon nih blog ak suke at ak laaa nk tulis ape pon !!... da laaa tuuu nk backup prempuan tuu baik g nasihat dier r ... BILE AK BENCI AK BENCI !! AK X KN NK KAWAN DGN ORG YG DA TIPU AKU !!!... kalau dier tau pn lagi bagoss !! bia dier brubah sikit !! n tau x sbb ape dier wt mcm tuu ??... sbb dier punye perangai mmg macam tuuu DONE !!!

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  5. haha..chill beb.!!.emo plak u..ermm ai think ai know kot why u kne tiggal ngn dy..

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  6. da tau kan ?? good for u !!..

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  7. eheh.hye.sy kembali.as usual.nk ckp.actually.memang.everyone can say anything.sbb mende tak jd pada dy.kan?u the one yg rasa.takpe.menulis ape yg kita tak puas hati adelah salah satu cre tuk kte release stress.then depends,sape yg mkn cli.dy yg rase pedas.kenapa nak terasa kalau bukan dy yg buat salah.btol?so.dont think about other.think urself first.put yourself in the first place.if she dont know how to appreciate u.then,she will never know what love it is. :) so.chill k kawan.



    -kawan-

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  8. yups~ well said ~ cik anon yg tlg backup !! I Love U !! hehe =)

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  9. cik anon??huhuh.comey jek.haha. :)
    dah dah.jgn emo2 doh!
    chill oke.newbook.newbook please~
    u'll get sumone better.
    macam jason dapat pil suk.but then.at the time.trime la dy seadanya.ingat.rupa x mnjamin apa2.~
    :)

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  10. oke.babai.nk berenti jd silent reader da.malu sendirik.bye.bye.

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  11. chill la bro.. ko maseh muda lg.. byk lg bnda ko bleh discover kt dunia nie slain becinta.. mmg sonok ble tgok member2 kta ada kaple.. duk kepit sana kepit sini.. tp korg ada pikir x how boring it is..?? mase tgh single niela mse utk gunakn utk enjoy ngan kwn2.. jodoh pertemuan kt tgn tuhan.. x jd pape pown klu ko nk mrh2.. dia ttp gak hepy ngan hidup dia..

    just think positive.. I hope one day ko jmpa someone yg btol2 ditakdirakn untuk ko.. llki yg baek ntuk prempuan yg baek.. itu dah janji Allah kt kita.. so sblum ape2 hal tgok dlu dri kta.. do we deserve the better person in our live..?? ubah sikap ubah perangai and banyakan berdoa.. insyaAllah ko akn jmpa jgk si dia..

    p/s: saje nk nyibok kt sini..^_^

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  12. Tia: btul tuuu lepas ape yg terjd... ak sedar n nmpk byk lagi bende yg lagi penting n bahgier~ dlm hidup nih... kwn2 x kn curang dgn kite !!! GF akn curang dgn kite ~ sooo better to enjoy having friends there were always there for you... ak rase mcm da kembali ke bentuk asal wohh hahahahaa =)...

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  13. hehe bab libatkan perasaan cam hiper aktif ja kan. xsalah ppuan peramah. lelaki pon ada y peramah jgk kan. kan3. its just cmana u knal hati budi dia b4 kaple. simple sentence u have to remember. 'easy come easy go' let her go n start a newlife. :)©

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  14. hahaa nih cite lame laaaaaa.... yups agree wif u ~.... kene hati2 jeee laaaaa lepas ni...thanx =)

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  15. hehe cita mmg lama. tapi nak lupa lama. kan2.hehe xmo emo2 dah ok. hehe just forget it. haha©

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  16. yupss mmg lame... tp rse da ckup lame kot nk lupekn sume nih..I'm more happy now.... thanx for ur concern =)....

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  17. hehe ok i tunggu u will smile everytime n everyplace wether outside ump or inside. haha t8 care during this holiday. :)

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  18. okay you too ~ .... kwn UMP ea ?? siape ea ??...

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  19. hehe rahsia. secret admirer je aci x. haha xkeja ke cuti2 nih. hahahaa

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  20. erkk.... hohooo secret admirer laaa sgt.... x start lg nak lepak2 dluuu laaaaa lame lg cutii... da puas dok rumah bru keje.... x keje gak ke ??....

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  21. haha keja la awal nt cuti bulan puasa bhenti la tlg mak kat dpur siapkan makan buka puasa. dah keja dah. lpas balik survey camp start la. haha start awal income pon awl. hehe mak xnak bg duit nak shoping so kna indipendent la. hahahhaa

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  22. bgus2 smart laaaa baju rayer tahun nih kan... hahaaaa... weh kawan survey camp ea ???... sape ni ??....

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  23. kau sombong ngan aku. so aku curi2 masuk blog kau jela. hahaha ada jgk respond. hahaha

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  24. mase bile pulak laaaa ak sombongnyee eh.... knlkn laaa diri bru bleh jd kwn... ape barang jadi anonymous....

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  25. hey tau la. jgn la mrh. huhu. camni pon kwn jgk kan. kau reply aku pnya komen pon da berbesar hati dah ni. hehehe nt aku dah ready aku gtau eyh. aci x. huhu

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  26. adoii ayat ko x leh blaaa laaa hahahaaaa... berbesar hati laaa sangat....

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  27. kejam la kau ckp cam2. ngok ngek la. dah xkan nak bg ayat jiwang. aishhh aku pon geli. hahhaa

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  28. rase nk ambik je semua ayat dlm blog ni paste kat blog sndiri.. tp tukar girl tu jadi guys.. tp x blh copy paste pulak.. ade warning2 la pulak..hahahaha:)

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