Assalamualaikum~...
this entry is not about all but its all about me !!..
dlm entry nih ak nk luahkn sume ape yg ak rase pasal Ex GF ak...
da x tahan da ak tanggung burden nih sume tertekan gile wohh...
at first ak rase boleh get through life ak mcm base...
tp its all never gets better !!...
sampai bile kn ak nk hold n make this bigger....
x kisah laaa org nk ckp ak aibkn sesape or apepon !!
at least ak brave enough to show this to my World " kt blog ak je pon heee ~" ...
First of all ak nk ckp thanx kt sume member ak yg bg support, advise and all motivasi things...
but ak nih degil x denga ckp !! suro lupekn ssh !! asik teringat jeee !!bengong gile ak nih !!...
antara advise diorg tuu mmg wt ak terfikir bodoh gilee laaa ak nih kene tipuuu pn x seda2 lagi...
antara advise n moral support yg slalu laaa berdesing kt telinge nih :
- If dier ckp dier sygg n love ko x kn laaaa sekejap jee dier lupekn ko n da ade boyfriend baru !!!
- Dier sume laki dier layan " n ak sgt bongok percaye dier peramah damn !!"
- Kalau dier da wt ko mcm tuuu mmg dier x ckup bgus utk ko !! "tol gak tuu"
- mungkin ko yg bermasalah... "its doesn't mean dier kene cari lain"... n ak seda ak nih gemok n x perfect mcm org lain....
- Ko nih kapel cpt sgt.... kene r tau perangai dier mcm mne... "hurm ak pn x caye leh jd mcm nih"
- Kenape ko nk igt kt dier, dier da ade org len da pon..." haih btul gak tuu"
- Remove jee ape yg leh wt ko igt kt dier "da buatt !!"...
- u deserve someone better..."nih pn best gak leh x dpt IU hee~"
- bknnye cantik sgt pn dier tuuu !! " ok ak pn x paham da ak suke haih~"....
- dier da bosan ngan ko cari laaa yg baru... "pedas tol ayat nih tp btul r tuu tuka angin"....
- hukum karma what she do she gets back.. " bile laa timenyee tu ea x saba btol nk ckp padan muke !!"
dlm2 sume advise diorg tuuu ak sgt terfikir !!...
buat ape ak nk tergile2 kt prempuan yg wt ak mcm nih...
bongoknyeee ak nih...
n yg paling ak tersentap the most when kwn ak terserempak diorg holding hands smbil tersengih2 kt Kuantan...
Wut the hell !!!! dier masuk air ke sengal ke terencat akal ke or whatt !!!I_#@#!@
ak tgh sedey bru lpas klash dier bleh pulak bergembira dgn boyfriend baruu...
n x pyah laaaa ak nk denga quote " if u love me ~ you always want me to be happy !!"...
n my mouth jawing !! HUH !!...
ko bergembira best2 seronok ak pulak tgh bersedih wt the fish !!
ko igt laaa ape yg ko buat tuuu salah !!...
ak x kn maafkn ape yg ko da buat kt aku !!...
kenape skejap sgt ??...
would't be better kalau ko respect ak n hold dluuu...
nmpk sgtt laaa perangai ko macam mane !!!
this month going hell to me !!...
aku normal !!!
tapi tiap kali ak alone u don't know how much suffering that i've gone THROUGH !!!!
ko tgh bergembira ak tgh sedih ko x faham ke its totally UNFAIR !!...
n ade laa quote baru "ko yg bermasalah ko yg x leh lupekn ak ak ok jee "....
gile r klau ko ckp ak x de perasaan kt ko lagi....
ko tuu yg berubah cpt sgtt smpai tahap x masuk akal!!!
ak percaye jeee sume ckp ko n kenangan kite sume mcm real n betul2 meyakinkn !!!...
tp ade benda yg ak terlepas pandang n ak x amek tau yg buat sume nih jadi....
sumenye sbb TRUST !!...
sbb ak sng percaye sgt...
damn !!! how i can easily believe her !!....
n satu lagi nk tambah!!
utk elakkn sume nih happen kt org lain ak nk share tips sikit laaa experience ak ngan ex gf yg perangai mcm !O@^#$@ nih..
at first ak x perasan n ambik remeh...
tapi sume nih ak baru prasan owt lpas da break "byk sgt pkir"...
- When she always talk about other guy when u are in date !!! "bkn sorg jee ramai !!"...
- slalu dpt hadiah dr laki lain.... "good work from that guy"
- bile ajak jmpe ade jeee alasan... "skrg leh tiap2 mggu jmpe bf baru siap holding hands lg"...
- Slalu je msj dgn laki lain slain dari ko !! beware of this "suke melayan"!!
- ko kene tgk skeliling kadang2 ade psiko "jiran sndri" yg take advantage bile korg gado....
- jangan caye sgt dgn gf korg sbb mungkin dier ade plan B bile break nnti....
- mungkin ko x perfect n if dier terpaksa terima ko !!!! faham r dier nk take advantage je dr ko...
- mgkin dier nk kt ko utk bg dier nmpk hebat dpn kwn2 dier !!....
- dier akan gelarkn ko dgn bende2 yg memalukn mcm gemok ! gajah ! n Baby !...
- jangan percaye ade gurl yg peramah !! peramah bkn mcm play girl OK !!....
- mungkin dier cantik n ramai org minat kne lagi cautious !!...
ak bknnye pembenci perempuan tp ade certain je prempuan mcm nih yg kte kne take precaution utk elakkn kite heart break nnti...
jangan jadi mcm ak !! kabur dgn love2 sume cayee jeee...
at last kne dump n terkontang kanting !!!...
yeah its been a month but i still can't forget
HELP ME !!....
I wan't to be NORMAL again....
this is just an entry that does not involve person who are still alive or dead...
take only pengajaran n leave the negative side there....
moral of the entry: don't be like me because i don't like it to be happen to u !!!
Cooling my burning heart when looking at UI pic heee ~....
